Friday, October 5, 2007
"E.Mo"
Haha, been feeling kind of stressed lately, but I don't know why, i kind of like the pain. Its not just the stress kind, but includes agony and sorrow as well. It makes me feel..alive. I know its kind of sadistic, but I willingly make an effort to maintain that pain, it gives me a purpose, helps me to focus. Otherwise I'd just feel like I'm floating around in wonderland.
Sigh..it is beginning to fade though, so its getting harder to preserve it. Damn. and everyday brings me closer to 'A's. Zzzz...Ah well, I created something to help me relieve the pain whenever it starts to build up excessively! Haha I think I shall call him E.Mo..like duh =.= He is kind of like a reflection of what I am feeling , a materialization but yet, looking at him makes me feel much better. Could it be because I managed to get the feeling out of my system? Or because he seems so much more pitiful?
Anyway, here he is. I'm thinking of creating comic strips out of him...trying to muster up enough will to draw the templates >.>
