Wednesday, January 23, 2008
"New skin!!! and finally an update.."
Haha i feel so bad that I have neglected by blog for so long. For some reason all the stuff that i wish to pen down in my blog always appears in my head. But i never manage to get around to recording it. Why is that? Even though stuff like doing chores, productive stuff take radically lesser time to complete compared to, playing Dota for instance we usually choose the latter, even if it isn't really "fun" to play. Hmmm... Anyhows, I shall start with yesterday, since it was more..significant than today. Thinking about yesterday already makes me want to spiral into depressions T.T I went out alone..you know what that means??? I have no friends!!! >.> LOL, it's okay, at least i'm not daphne! I have MSN. Back to the topic..it was kind of pathetic lol, daphne had lunch with her mum, hong yi was erh..probably busy going out with someone :D, yushu was in army even though I thought he would be enlisting in April. Haiz..I want to curl up into a ball on the cold hard floor right now...nevermind, I shall finish this before I do that for an hour or so...
So I headed out alone, the first time i went out alone in a long time,since all this time i went out for class outings..Lol, but I rediscovered, or rather re-noticed a particular ability I had, (which would probably explain why I'm still single as well :p) people were afraid of me, or at least, how I looked..on the bus ride to J8, the Bishan Park secondary students did not dare to sit next to me (all the other seats were filled and the bus was overflowing with students). I mean, I wasn't trying to act fierce or anything, I was just in a neutral mood..still it was very amusing watching the 2 BPS girls nudge each other, trying to get each other to sit down next to me, but neither of them actually doing so. MUAHAHAHA Okay so then I had a delicious subway sandwich, the steak one with extra cheese. SUGOIIIII...I LOVE SUBWAY. (Ate from another fast food chain today and nearly PUKED). After that I ran some errands. AFTER THAT SOME THING TOTALLY INCREDIBLY NASTY HAPPENED TO ME. No it wasn't the bubble tea which splashed onto me after some MEOW HIGH RETARD dropped his cup immediately after paying for it. I SAW....I SAW...BOBBY'S FRIEND!!! At first I couldn't recognise it, but after looking at its legs...I KNEW. Thank goodness it didn't see me, oh man I ran and dodged all the way out of there while wishing, almost praying she wouldn't see me. I have never wished that hard for something. Phew, after that I realised I was laughing, and yet I felt like crying. Not the sad type of crying, but the kind of feeling of incredulity and insanity, like you are at a loss of what to do, or even how to react. It was a nice feeling of insanity though, like that sicko bad guy from Den-o.
After finishing my errands and somewhat calming down, I took the bus home!!! Haha except it was no ordinary bus ride, now came the good part of yesterday, it was worth it in exchange for the horrible part lol. I know what I'm going say next doesn't exactly fit in with the theme of my blog skin but I want to record it down before I convince myself that I am destined to lead a lonely existence. There she was, sitting just opposite me on the bus across the aisle. It's like that seat opposite her was left for me :D. NOT BOBBY'S FRIEND. >.>. But the most chio chiobuuuuuuuu..aye I shall not use that crude term on her. She's too good for it. The kawaiiiiii-san. She was wearing some floaty yellow blouse/ dress thingy that came all the way down to her knees, and snug-fitting erh..tights? trousers? I dunno..my fashion not that good..But her face...omg was she cute, large eyes, cute nose and lips, great skin, silky hair and fantastic hairstyle, the Erika Toda kind. Now you put a head like that on a petite frame that somehow doesn't have the underdeveloped feeling of most Sg girls. And voila! Perfect combo, out of this world! Strike! But wait wait wait, that isn't the best part. The best part is, she's got brains to go with the beauty. She was carrying like 3 super thick books on financial management! = not bimbo! Yay!!!
Ahhhh...sigh...so shuang that the rest of the guys probably won't get to read this. Can gush on without worries. Daphne!! *Evil eye. I trust you won't talk or reveal about this post to any of the guys or girls? Not even Chris horrrh...
Oh man..it gets even better, I wasn't ogling at her, (I only stole a quick glance >.>) but yet there was this very serene aura about her. Some gentleness, demureness, classiness and self-control that is oh so lacking in Singaporean gals. It gives you the impression she was just enjoying the scenery outside, or thinking hard about something significant, not crap like which nail polish would go best with mascara or which handbag to buy. Either that, or she's already attached and doesn't give a hoot about everything else in the world -.-. Hai..that small body carrying all those big books..kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii >.< She alighted at the stop just before Long House, but didn't head towards the HDB flats there...Hmmmm.
Okay I shall stop here and erase her from my mind as of this moment. Because..well..I'm not one of those chee hong bastards who'd go after a girl purely because of looks..and I probably look more like her big brother or young uncle ..sad but true..although people who study financial management should be in university right? Don't think they offer courses like those in poly.. Anyway I'm glad I saw her, even if it was just once, although I think i saw her somewhere else before. But that's the end of it.
Ok bye.
You must pardon me if my descriptions are rather explicit. I randomly borrowed this book called Belinda and it is pure porn crap about this 40 year old artist having a 16 year old lover. The porn descriptions are shitty, the English is awful. I can only congratulate the author for having such an imaginative mind such as to come up with this kind of pedophilic novel. Unfortunately, the explicitness has already rubbed off on me and will take some time to disappear, so please bear with this post.
That same night, I had some sudden inspiration and whipped out my lego set!! Wheee lego is awesome! Not the crap they sell nowadays but the old sets, sets i use to play when i was younger. Those creators just don't get what Lego is about. Lego's not just about putting stuff together, the main attraction of Lego is how you can use it to build OTHER stuff other than what it was originally meant for. You can't do that if you custom mold large pieces just to suit that set you retards. Build stuff using smaller generic materials!!! I wouldn't mind paying more if I could use those generic pieces to build other stuff at my whim and fancy.
Anyway I built this tank thingy, I wasn't really sure of what I was trying to build, but the outcome wasn't too bad. It resembles the tumbler from batman begins I guess, so that's what I'll call it. The mecha I built quite some time ago, think I had the basic desgin out in Secondary 3 or 4. The joints are all really flexible, if you've played lego before and if you look really closely, you'll realise the axis of the joints resemble those of the human body except for the thighs, which can't rotate like ours do. It used to have a head, but I thought a cockpit was much cooler. Say Hi to the little guy in the car!! 
